Monday, January 26, 2015

Monday Motivation: Blizzard Edition

Happy Monday ya'll! Posting this a bit later than usual since today was a bit chaotic as we began bracing for what has the potential to be a historic blizzard here in New England. Should make for EXCELLENT running conditions tomorrow (please note my sarcasm). This after a weekend storm caused our Saturday group run and another DFMC event to be cancelled, necessitating a solo 14 miler yesterday.

Oh hey winter, thanks for joining us in our marathon training. Thought you had decided to skip this year but looks like you are quickly making up for lost time. Fantastic.

I will be honest, there were many times during yesterday's slushy snowy 14 miles that I wanted to turn around and go home. The Yaktrax I had strapped on my shoes to help with the ice and snow coating my local neighborhood streets proved unnecessary once I got onto the better conditions of the main roadways, and instead the extra tread caused slightly uneven footing which really jolted my ankle and knee joints. Constantly dodging puddles, cars, and snowbanks added an unexpectedly energy depleting obstacle course element to an already draining run. And tackling my longest run yet without the support and company of my amazing teammates was just as mentally challenging as it was physical, if not more so.

Each time my sneaker sank deep into a hidden puddle and that voice in my head urged me to call my husband to pick me up, I dug deeper and found a way to keep pushing forward. The motivation varied throughout the run - from my patient partner who has been so brave in the face of the unthinkable, to the many people I am running in honor and memory of, to my truly amazing donors and supporters. But the biggest motivation was recalling the words of Dr. Glenn Dranoff who is a recipient of Barr Program funding and spoke to us at our second DFMC team meeting last week (full recap coming soon). Getting to hear an investigator speak to us about his research, which would not be possible without the funds we are raising, was beyond motivating and inspiring.

Dr. Dranoff is examining new ways to activate the immune system which will enable the development of new vaccines and other approaches that enhance the immune system's response to cancers. An important area of cancer research asks why humans don't reject tumors in their own bodies. Funded by the Barr Program, Glenn Dranoff, MD, discovered complex regulatory pathways in the human immune system that cancers exploit in order to escape destruction. Reversal of these effects can lead to the development of vaccines against cancer. This Barr research has also enabled the development of immune activators for melanoma and other cancers. Dr. Dranoff stressed how these advancements could not have happened without the funding from the Barr program, as "curiosity based" research such as this seldom receives ever shrinking federal funding and yet is often the research that opens the door to major breakthroughs and advancements for both cancer and other diseases.



Dr.Glenn Dranoff, MD discussing his immune system research funded by the Barr Program


Remember that 100% of the funds raised by the Dana-Farber Marathon Challenge benefits the Barr Program and funds research like this, so you can literally see where you generous gifts are going and the tremendous impact they have for cancer research and care.  

And so this is what keeps me going. Even through 14 slushy solo miles. And even when I know that there may be 3+ feet of snow outside tomorrow. Because giving up just isn't an option.

Oh and in case I needed any additional motivation (especially in the coming days after we come out of "snow-pocalypse"), look what arrived on my doorstep today...




My official Boston Marathon training shirt and jacket! Tradition and superstition holds that runners should not wear their jackets until after the race, but I think it will make the perfect backdrop for my medal on April 20th!

To my friends, family, teammates, and fellow runners in the path of this blizzard- stay safe! Especially my teammate Mike Skiotis who asked when he would get a shout out in my blog. Stay warm Mike and thanks for sharing your incredible fundraising insight with our team last week!




Monday, January 19, 2015

Monday Motivation: 1/3 of the Way There!

Happy Monday everyone! Today we start our sixth week of training, meaning we are 1/3 of the way through our program. It is hard to believe how quickly the weeks are flying by and that three months from today I will be joining my amazing DFMC teammates in running the 119th Boston Marathon. 

Many people ask me why I am running for Dana-Farber and their Barr research program, and the answer is simple. I am running for every single person who has ever been or will be touched by cancer's greedy grip, and for their families and loved ones. Because it seems like every single day I am hearing about someone who has been diagnosed with or is fighting this awful disease, and far too often learning about brave angels who have lost that battle - including three very special souls this week alone. And it makes you so mad and leaves you feeling so helpless. Why does this happen to good people? Why does this happen to young people whose lives are just beginning? And why can't we stop it? 

I do not have the answer to those questions, but I can tell you that each day we are getting closer to those breakthroughs that will help us reach the ultimate finish line of a world without cancer. That is why we run and that is why we will keep on running until we get there. And despite the immense sadness of this past week, my hope is restored when I read about the tremendous work being done by the Barr program investigators such as Dr. Marc Mansour, PhD. 

"The reality is that the Barr Program has made major impact. Without it, I wouldn't have been able to do this work."- Dr. Marc Mansour 

Due to significant progress, chemotherapy now cures approximately 80 percent of pediatric T-cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia (T-ALL) patients and half of adults. However, patients with a subtype known as early T-cell progenitor (ETP) do not typically respond to current therapies. Marc Mansour, MD, PhD is leveraging Barr support to uncover new potential drivers of T-ALL in the hope of developing much-needed treatments for these patients. After discovering that a gene called JDP2 is highly expressed in this disease, Dr. Mansour and his team developed zebrafish research models that expressed this gene. This monumental innovation represented the second successful model of T-cell leukemia to come from Dr. Look’s laboratory, with the first zebrafish T-ALL line established more than a decade ago. Dr. Mansour is examining how JDP2 drives ETP T-ALL. He then aims to use their zebrafish model to screen various drugs and learn which prevent T-ALL formation, which could lead to the development of new therapies for this disease, as well as related cancers.


Thank you to Dr. Mansour and the countless others whose hard work and investigations illustrate the true impact this challenge is having on cancer research and treatment.  

T-Minus 90 Days! 



Sunday, January 18, 2015

Week 5 Recap: The AFC Championship Edition

We are now five weeks into our training and this was a cutback week, meaning that after four weeks of building to higher mileage we added an extra cross-training day and our longest run was 4 miles shorter than last week.  This gives a bit of rest before we begin another several week period of building to higher mileage.

In keeping with the theme of the cutback week, I will keep this recap brief so I can get back downstairs to root on the Patriots in the AFC championship game against the Colts.  The Seahawks just took the NFC title in a shocking OT win against the Packers, and hopefully it will be our Pats facing them in the Super Bowl on February 1st. 

"Umm, I thought this was supposed to be a recap of your marathon training and fundraising this past week...sounds more like a football recap so far..."

Well, yes. Because I know how much you love football. And how much you love supporting this wonderful cause I am running for. So friends, I have done you a favor and combined the two. That's right, I am selling Super Bowl Squares to support my fundraising efforts for DFMC. You could win $100, $300, or even $1000 and you are helping to fund vital cancer research. And while I can't tell you what will happen on the field, I can tell you this is a win/win. Click HERE to read all about how it works and please feel free to shoot me a note at emcollins3@gmail.com with any questions. 

Okay, back to running.  I will post some more specifics in this week's forthcoming group run recap, but I just have to say I am LOVING this team. So inspiring and motivating. This week I also switched to my new Garmin Forerunner 220 running watch from my Nike Plus app on my phone, which also means a new way of tracking my mileage. Overall this was a nice easy week with plenty of cold temps, all sub 10 minute average paces, and some rest days with pilates.

Now if you will excuse me I have a Patriots victory to go watch AND a nephew and niece to go snuggle.  More updates to come this week!  


Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Super Bowl Squares for Cancer Research!

I am selling Super Bowl Squares to benefit Cancer Research!

Squares are $30 each and only 100 will be sold. 50% ($1500) of the money raised by this will go towards my goal to raise $10,000 for innovative basic cancer research through the Dana-Farber Marathon Challenge

Reserve your square(s) by emailing me at emcollins3@gmail.com. Payment can be made via cash, check (email me for info) or Paypal (emcollins3@gmail.com) and is due before kick-off on February 1st. Pay-outs (see below) will be made by the morning after the game via each winners preferred form of payment (cash if local to the Boston area, check, or Paypal).

HOW DOES IT WORK

There are 100 squares on a 10x10 grid (link posted below). Once all squares are filled, I will randomly assign a single digit from 0-9 to each column on the horizontal axis (for the AFC team) and each row on the vertical axis (for the NCF team). This represents the last digit in the score throughout the game at the various payout points (1Q, HT, 3Q, Final).  If you have the right combination of digits at the end of each quarter (or the game), you can win! For example, if the score at the end of the 1st quarter is the AFC team (Go Pats!!!) 35 and the NFC team (Seahawks) 10, then the winning square would be the one that matches up with the AFC column assigned “5” and the NFC row assigned “0.”

PAYOUTS

1st Quarter: $100
Half Time: $300
3rd Quarter: $100
Final Score: $1000


VIEW THE GRID

Click HERE to View the Grid of Available Squares

NOTE

Numbers will be randomly drawn/assigned to the grid only after all squares are sold/filled If all squares are not filled/sold, I will return funds to you via form of payment.

Monday, January 12, 2015

Monday Motivation

It is hard to believe that 14 weeks from today I will be running the 119th Boston Marathon. As we head into our fifth week of training I am feeling excited, stronger by the day, and beyond grateful for my DFMC teammates and the countless volunteers and staff who are working tirelessly to cheer us on in this journey.

On the fundraising front, I am inspired that you helped push me just past the 41% mark before the New Year (my actual total right now is $4172.64 but I am waiting for some gifts to be posted to my page). I look forward to not only meeting but exceeding my goal of raising $10,000 for the Barr Program in Innovative Cancer Research before I take my first step in Hopkinton on April 20th.

And yet, this is where it gets challenging.

Up until now, I have already ran the mileage we covered up through this week (albeit not nearly as strong but still, I have ran it).

Up until now, I have already reached and exceeded a goal to raise several thousand dollars when running Falmouth for Dana-Farber.

So as we move into uncharted territory here is where it will get hard. When 13 miles morphs into 16, 17, 18 and so forth in the weeks to come and I wonder how I will ever get through it. Where the fundraising emails begin trickling in with a little less frequency and I wonder if I will ever be able to reach my goal. But you find your greatest strength in those moments when doubt starts whispering in your ear. And you push it aside while working even harder, striving even farther, and finding a way to not only reach but fly past your goals.

I was reminded of this during our group run this past weekend when I started losing steam just past the 10 mile mark on our hilly chilly run. Just as that little voice started whispering "you can't go for another three or four miles...let them go ahead...just walk...come on, you're tired," my teammate, and fellow first time marathoner, shared that she was inspired to join our team because she had been diagnosed with and treated for breast cancer at Dana-Farber last year. She recently celebrated her one year anniversary of ending radiation and, furthermore, she is running in honor of her friend who was recently diagnosed. As I huffed and puffed along, I looked at this brave and strong woman running next to me and was filled with new energy and hope. She didn't give up and neither will I. So in honor of my teammate, today's impact statement focuses on the work Dana-Farber is doing for breast cancer patients.

With funding from the Barr Program, Dr. Todd Golub, MD worked to determine which of the 35% of early stage breast cancer patients should receive chemotherapy while sparing the other 65% from unnecessary treatments. We now know that not all tumors are alike, and that treatment strategies need to be based on the unique molecular characteristics of each cancer- not just the organs where tumors originate. Dr. Golub worked to achieve early molecular work classification of tumors, leading directly to customized treatments now used by oncologists around the world with significantly better outcomes for patients. For example, gene expression is now routinely used in determining those breast cancer patients who are most likely to relapse after surgery and therefore require additional treatment, and Dr. Golub's work provided the rationale for this development as well as serving as the foundation for how many other diseases will be routinely treated as well.

Time and time again we see how the cutting edge work being done at Dana-Farber through the Barr Program is leading to new treatment options and protocol, higher survivor rates, and a better quality of life both throughout and after treatment. Truly incredible stuff.

Happy Monday everyone - whatever your goals are, go for it!

T-Minus 97 Days!


    







Sunday, January 11, 2015

Week 4 Recap: Baby It's Cold Outside!

If I had to sum up this week's training with one word (er, phrase?) it would be "Brrrrrrrrrrrr!"

It was cold. REALLY cold. But it was still a great week and with each run I feel myself running stronger and more efficiently. Thursday was a great mental test as the extreme temps forced me inside to the treadmill and where a year ago I could never imagine being a four season outdoor runner, now I cannot imagine that I ever used to run solely on a treadmill.

As I have mentioned previously, learning to take cues from your body and allow yourself rest are equally as important as logging the miles. Since I eased back into my reformer pilates classes this week after holidays/work resulted in two weeks off, on Friday I was really feeling it in my legs after class so decided to skip the arc trainer. For Saturday's long run, I really wanted to go 14, but I was fine with coming in just under as there were a LOT of hills and I felt really good about the run I put in. It is all about balance and I am feeling really good about where I am training wise at this point.

The week ahead will be a cut back week, meaning that in marathon training you build mileage for a few weeks and then scale back the frequency of runs/mileage before building to even higher mileage in the subsequent weeks. And given that as I post this it is about 45 minutes past my usual bedtime (hey, the Golden Globes are on), I am grateful that tomorrow morning is an additional cross-training day as it will allow me a few more minutes of sleep.

On the fundraising front, once a few checks clear in the coming weeks I will be just above the 40% mark towards my goal to raise $10,000 before Marathon Monday. And if you are looking to Sponsor-A-Mile with a gift of $126.20 or more, there are only four remaining miles so if you were thinking of sponsoring one, now is the time!

Onwards to Week 5!  T-Minus 98 days (wowzers, we are down to double digits!!!)




Wednesday, January 7, 2015

What I Ate Wednesday (And Other Tidbits)

Hi friends! One of my goals with this blog is to not only to raise awareness for the groundbreaking research being funded by your generous gifts to the Dana-Farber Marathon Challenge, but to also share all aspects of this journey for those who have ever wondered what it takes to run a marathon (or for those of you who, like me, always secretly wished you could run one). The running community is so generous and I owe a great debt to the many previous and current DFMC runners who have chronicled their experiences online, experiences which eased any doubt I may have had about applying to join this amazing team this past Fall.

As the season pushes into full swing I have been receiving a lot of questions from family and friends about everything from training to what I am eating these days, so I thought I would start off by answering some of them here:

Do you have to eat differently as you train? 

Yes and no.

Yes in terms of being more conscious of the timing of what I eat and incorporating more carbohydrates throughout the week to prepare for the ever increasing mileage of our Saturday long runs. For example, since I am a morning runner I have recently discovered that it is important to incorporate more of my complex carbs at lunchtime versus dinnertime (which I try to keep to a small meal given I work late). And after several weeks of noting that I was feeling sluggish on my weekday training runs (before which I would only eat a banana) but felt way more energized for my Saturday long runs (before which I eat a slice of ezekiel toast with almond butter and a banana), I realized that I needed more fuel as I push farther and faster in my weekly training runs. As soon as I started adding more fuel before my weekday runs, I noticed an improvement in my time and stamina.
No in terms that 2014 was a year of refocusing on what I call my complete health. Not just a number on a scale or a clothing label, but making whole and healthy choices in all aspects of my life. So my eating choices are already centered around lean proteins, lots of veggies, and what I call "smart" carb choices (complex carbs high in fiber, nutrients, etc. such as quinoa, beans, etc.)  and I am already in the habit of tracking all of my food choices each day. This not only aids in both my continued weight loss and maintenance goals (I have lost fifty pounds since this time last year but hope to lose another twenty or so before I cross the finish line), but also allows me to have a record of the sort of fuel I am taking in versus how I feel in my runs. This will become even more important as we increase our mileage in the weeks to come and for the marathon itself. It will also help in keeping me healthy and strong throughout training.  

What are you eating? 

In the spirit of "What I Ate Wednesday," the below is what a typical day looks like for me. Where today was a cross-training day, I did not split my breakfast and instead had ezekiel toast, reduced sugar strawberry jam, a hard boiled egg, and tea.

Breakfast (split between pre and post run)
Pre-Run
1 slice of ezekiel toast with raw almond butter, a banana, and coffee with cream (I drink the coffee as it is a trick for asthmatic runners but I have to have cream to cut the acid/taste!) 

Post-Run
0% greek yogurt, organic blueberries, Trader Joe's organic high fiber o's, handful of almonds, mug of jasmine green tea, Trader Joe's Women's once a day multivitamin

Lunch
I aim for a combination of greens and veggies, protein, and complex carbs.
Today's lunch was one of my favorites from Trident Booksellers and Cafe called their Trident Bowl. 
Lean grilled chicken, quinoa, chickpeas, kale, micro greens, sweet potatoes, beets, and brussel sprouts.  With a freshly squeezed glass of beet, celery, kale, ginger, cucumber juice to wash it all down. Yum!



Dinner
Dinner focuses on some more protein and veggies but I try to avoid heavy carbs or choose low carb/high fiber options given the time of day we eat. Tonight's dinner will be leftover turkey tacos.
99% lean ground organic turkey, reduced fat shredded cheese (just a pinch), a dollop of 0% greek yogurt (tastes just like sour cream), diced red onion and tomatoes, some baby kale or spinach, and reduced carb high fiber mini tortillas. I have been trying to abstain from drinking alcohol during the week as even one glass of wine can make me feel sluggish the next morning, but where I am taking the next two days as vacation I may treat myself to one glass tonight!

Are you running outside through the winter? 

I am indeed running outdoors, something I never thought I could do and which inspired yesterday's post. Thus far it hasn't been too bad as long as I wear the correct gear, though tomorrow's forecast for a real feel of -20 with wind chill is making me think it will definitely be a treadmill day! I have been loving the quiet solitude that winter running offers and one of my favorite runs of the past season was been through softly falling snow- who knew?!

That's nuts - what do you wear to stay warm?!?

As for the aforementioned "correct gear," I had warned my husband that being accepted to this team would require training through the winter, which would then require me stocking up on winter running gear. And boy can that stuff get expensive! While I am certainly a bargain hunter who tends to maintain that generic items can be just as good (if not better) than name brands, I have had mixed experiences with that for running gear as we headed into the cooler months- where my cheap and easy tanks and shorts from Wal-Mart and Old Navy did the trick in summer running, I found that the tights and base layers for winter running have not held up as well and my legs were getting cold.  So I did my research and tried to keep an eye out for holiday sales, etc. and I scored some great deals. I am also an avid eBayer and have stocked up on many Under Armour items (new with tags!) for a fraction of the cost.

Obviously, one of the most important things is to be fitted for a proper pair of running shoes (I am currently in the Brooks Ravenna 5 and loving them- thanks Marathon Sports). After that, it's all about layering. Right now my go to mix includes Under Armour Cold Gear tights (again, eBay and generous Christmas presents), a base layer shirt (either tank, t-shirt, or long sleeve depending on temp outside), a North Face Animagi running jacket (I currently own two but purchased one for $75 on eBay and the other for closer to $99 with a 30% off coupon...much more than I typically like to spend but so far my two most treasured winter running pieces), Saucony drylete hats/headbands, balaclava, and ulti-mitts, and a Trail Heads fleece hat (again all courtesy of Santa and pre-holiday 40% off codes). Sock choice is also crucial and while I love, love, love Feetures for summer running, Balega Hidden Comfort have been my go to since the temperatures started dropping this Fall and I recently added a few pairs of their merino socks to my stash for cold slushy runs.  Lastly, I just received my Yak Trax to strap on my sneakers as we finally start getting snow and ice...there will surely be a forthcoming post on my adventures with these!

What are you doing besides running?

Sleeping. And eating. 

Oh sorry, you meant cross-training wise.

Logging time on the elliptical and arc trainer, and pilates 3-5x per week.  Speaking of which, time to head to class! 








 

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

A Letter to My 15 Year Old Self

Dear 15 Year Old Erin,

It is a chilly October day with autumn clouds hanging low in the sky while a breeze rustles leaves across the track.You shiver in your t-shirt and shorts as you line up with your classmates for the most dreaded of all gym class activities, running the mile. Four laps around the track. Four seemingly endless laps are all that separate you from heading back inside.You shuffle your feet and watch the little puffs your breath makes as it collides with the sharp cold air. To make matters worse, half of your school's classrooms face the track and you know that your embarrassment will not be limited to the confines of your class. Stopwatch and clipboard in hand, your teacher instructs everyone to get ready...get set...go!

You take off with the others while desperately hoping you won't be the last one to finish, all the while knowing that if history proves true you will be. You watch as the fastest kids in your class, the basketball captains and football stars, glide forward quickly with ease. Yet for you, this task is anything but easy. You feel the clutch of the cold air twisting and wringing your lungs and each breath becomes more painful. There is a pressure in your chest and you take big deep breaths, though it does little to help. You try to keep your legs moving and will yourself to run faster - all you want to do is finally run a mile without stopping! But each breath gets harder and harder and finally you slow to a walk, barely halfway through your first lap of the track. Your lungs are burning as your classmates whizz by, lapping you now. Despite slowing to a walk it is still hard to breathe and you suck frigid air in shallow gasps in an attempt to feed your lungs what they are starving for, though this seems to only make things worse. It is another lap until your breathing finally eases a bit though it is far from being back to normal, and in fact you will have trouble breathing for the rest of the day. You are frustrated. You are embarrassed. You hate everyone looking at you as you gasp for air and you imagine the thoughts they must be thinking, because you are thinking them yourself:

"How pathetic - she can't even run a lap!"

"What a pig, look at her gasping for breath!"

"She isn't even trying to run!"

Oh 15 year old self, don't despair!  I wish I could tell you that things will get better in the next lap or the next time you run, but the truth is it will take a bit longer than that.

It will be years until you recognize the difference between conditioning (or lack of) and the fickle tendencies of your asthma, which can hold your lungs hostage at a moments notice due to a change in temperature or other factors. It will be years until you meet an asthmatic marathoner who helps you realize that running is possible for you with the right approach and routine. It will be years until you are no longer embarrassed to breathe loudly and generously as you run, because that precious oxygen is what fuels you and you have to work harder for it than other people - and even then, you will need to remind yourself of this from time to time when running with others, etc.

It will be years until you discover the joy of running and the way it frees your mind and your soul. It will be years until you discover the way that running eases your stress and helps you to process the noise of the world around you, and how it makes you feel strong, healthy, and capable. It will be years until you discover these things, and then a few more years where you tuck these discoveries away only to rediscover them with even more joy.

It will be years until you run your first 5k. Then a 10k. Then a half-marathon. And then you will a full marathon- yes you!

And on a brutally chilly December morning about seventeen years from now with the thermometer reading 12 degrees, you are going to go for a six mile run in Boston (don't worry, you are still a Yankees fan). You will look back on today- that chilly morning in October where you couldn't run half a lap- and you will start laughing while you watch the little puffs of breath escape through your facemask and feel your inhaler bounce in your pocket with each step, and you will be so grateful for this day and how far you have come from it.

So do not despair 15 year old self. Remember this day and know that it will motivate and fuel you for years to come. And while you may be frustrated and embarrassed now, someday this memory will make each mile all the sweeter.

Love,

Your Future Self


P.S. I know you dream of running a mile without stopping someday...so you should also know that on that same morning seventeen years from now you will run six of 'em without stopping, and your fastest split will be an 8:48 pace.

P.P.S. You should also know that in 2015, we still do not have hoverboards. Sorry to disappoint you.














Monday, January 5, 2015

Monday Motivation: 2015, Let's Do This!

Welcome to the first Monday Motivation for 2015!  One of the most motivating things for me on this particular Monday is knowing that one year ago, I couldn't even run a mile without stopping. My what a difference a year can make though, of course, it is only by looking at the entire year that I can see just how much I have grown over that time (or, you know, shrunk).

And so it is with the research being done through the BarrProgram, funded by your generous gifts to the Dana-Farber Marathon Challenge. Today's discoveries are leading to tomorrow's cures and treatments, all because of you and your support. So thank you!

Today we take a look at a current Barr program project which has led to the discovery of the underlying genes responsible for the crippling neuropathic pain experienced by more than 30% of all cancer patients, leading to new approaches for the development of drugs that treat pain. Managing the pain that some people with cancer experience as a result of their disease and from the side effects of treatments is an area in which little progress has been made. With Barr Program funding, Quifu Ma, PhD, revolutionized the understanding of this problem by identifying genes expressed in neurons that are critical for pain perception. Eventually, this will enable drug companies to develop novel therapeutic targets for pain treatment.

This project highlights what I love most about the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute (DFCI)  and what they stand for. Not only are they pursuing research and treatments that lead to higher survival rates and push us closer and closer to the ultimate finish line of a world without cancer, but along the way they are interested in treating every aspect of this awful disease. Whether that be finding new ways to manage pain caused by life saving treatments or providing resources to families on how to navigate the challenges of cancer care. It is truly incredible - and incredibly motivating - to see the very real and tangible ways in which DFCI cares for their patients.

And THAT is what will keep me moving forward one step and one dollar at a time until I reach my goals this year. What are you going after in 2015?


T-Minus 104 Days!

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Week 3 Training Recap

At our first DFMC team meeting, we were warned that we would be surprised by how quickly the training period will fly by- and they were right! It is hard to believe we are already three weeks in.

This past week included my first time tackling all of the Newton hills (our first group run was only a preview of about half of the hills) including the infamous Heartbreak Hill. The hill itself wasn't that bad, but I would be lying if I didn't say that I am wondering how I will tackle it on 20 mile legs come April!

However each passing week has shown me the benefits of careful and strategic training, and I am already feeling like a stronger and more efficient runner. Our group runs resume this week and I have been forewarned that the hill training coming our way will put Heartbreak and Newton to shame, so I suppose that sixteen weeks from tonight (on Marathon Eve) I may not be quite as nervous about those hills...at least that is what I am hoping!  





Thursday, January 1, 2015

Happy New Year!

I started 2015 off by participating in the annual "Welly Ellie" run, a 30 year old New Years Day tradition which sees runners following the marathon route from Wellesley into Boston (previously to the now closed Eliot Lounge, from which the run takes its name). While my run started off sluggish, I was fortunate enough to fall into pace with two wonderful running partners (Kate and Carol) who helped motivate and pace me to my best time yet - even through my first time tackling Heartbreak Hill! A great way to start off the New Year and it certainly gave me much to reflect upon as I dwelled on the past year and the one opening up before us. My two takeaways are this:

Everything Happens For A Reason
This is one of my life mantras and the older I get, and with each passing year, the more I find this to be true. The people we meet, the opportunities in front of us, and each and every day in our lives is full of purpose. All part of a bigger picture we often cannot see or fully comprehend in the moment at hand. Today I was reminded of this in myriad of ways, and for that I am grateful.


"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us" - Ralph Waldo Emerson
One of my favorite quotes and one which I found myself revisiting throughout 2014. When I first stepped back on a treadmill this past January 14th, I could barely run two miles and had to take walking breaks. At the end of my first run I was tempted to give up and could not imagine how I would ever get back in shape (nor how I had found myself back in a place where I had fallen so far out of shape).



If someone had told me on that day that "a year from now you will be training for the Boston Marathon," I would have laughed in their face. I would not, and could not, have believed them. And yet, here I am. In training for my first marathon, down fifty pounds, and having run multiple races including my first half marathon. For comparison, here is a look at today's run.



When I look back on the past year or compare these two runs, it seems incredible. Yet this did not happen overnight. It has been a journey requiring focus, discipline, commitment, and moderation. Some days are easier than others, some harder. Some days I make healthy and well planned choices, and some days I do not. But I keep going and I am making my way back to my healthiest and happiest self.  

Given the accomplishments of this past year, one would think I would be charging toward my marathon goal without any fear or doubts. The truth is, I am terrified. Terrified that all of you are rooting for me and I may let you down. Terrified that Marathon Monday may come and I may not be able to finish. And terrified that I may not reach my goals.  

And yet, Emerson's quote reminds me where my focus should truly be. Not in dwelling upon what I have accomplished this past year nor in fearing what I have yet to accomplish, but rather in knowing that neither is possible without the strength that lies within each of us. 

More than anything else, this past year has taught me to keep setting the bar higher and that, when you do, you will find a way to keep reaching farther and dreaming bigger. This past March when I found out I was running Falmouth for Dana-Farber, I told everyone "I could never run a marathon but these seven miles are the closet I will get!"  This while barely being able to run 4 miles and wondering how I would ever run 7 miles by August. 

But I did it.  

And then I wondered how I would ever run 13.1 miles.  And I did that. 

So now I sit here wondering how in the heck I will ever run 26.2 miles in the year ahead and yet, while I can't quite answer the "how" part, I know that I will. And I also know that this is about so much more than a mere running goal. It is about the stories you are sharing about loved ones fighting this awful disease, it is about friendships being made, the impact we are making, and learning how strong we really and truly are. 

So bring it on 2015. I am ready for you.

Wishing you all health, happiness, and joy in this year before us! 



Quick pitstop in front of a First Night ice sculpture in Brookline during today's 
"Welly Ellie" 11 Mile Run with awesome running partners Kate (left) and Carol (center)